Tuesday, February 21, 2006

saw a doctor yesterday.got a bad cough.he gave like 3 types of medicine..went back home and my mum went berserk on me before sleeping.she said"u always dun keep your word.irritating!" WTH?!

woke up in the morning found my handphone on the table instead of the bed.there was a letter beside it from my dad.he says i always go out with girls no guys(what to expect sc is a girls sch),always dont tell them where i go.anyways they dont really trust me but neither do i

everytime we go out ask them if i can go out and where we're going after that they say dont know.then after we're gonna finish they say"cannot go.follow me to go somewhere"walau.not as though i'm the only one doing that.sometimes dun wanna tell them cos i'm so sure they wont let me go even though i know it makes them pissed but dun think they really care about how i feel when they do it to me.

like say when my mum always says i'm so irritating when i dont answer their call.she gets all worked up and doesnt wanna talk to me.even though sometimes i do it on purpose they like take it really seriously.always chasing me around when i know what time it is or what to do.always say why u always think about yourself only when they're 4 other people waiting for u here?u know how many minutes i have to wait for u everyweek?so much time i can be spending doing smth more useful then this.dun wanna wait then dun wait la!

they always wanna talk to me about the same thing.now they dun let me stayover anymore cos they're scared.not even sarah's house.think they're too paranoid.every new year always have a new yr resolution but they always dun follow then they expect me to follow mine..they said get me a mp3 but when i said gonnna get the video they said"no getting the video,waste money.its illeagle to download and its so expensive.why u wanna watch movies on such a small screen anyway?dont waste money.get something cheap and good!" u tell me what there is la..so smart


argh!dun wanna talk bout them already.feel as though they just dont understand how i feel.and even though they say i'm trying to.eveytime i reason with them,they just DONT LISTEN.theres no point even talking to them.everytime only talk but they never make any effort to change..i will tell them wat they wanna know but everytime it ends up the same way.get told off ANOTHER TALK"come to my room i wanna talk to you now". CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!

wish somehow they'll read this blog and see.even though i know i'm wrong in some ways their"talks" dont really seem to tell me what to do right.always seems like a warning but not what u can do next time.

sick and tired of the same old thing..same old method..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERILYN<3

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